K has been dreading this day since she arrived home with Luke 6 short weeks ago - the day she has to return to work. They've done lots of planning and have tons of help from family to care for him over the next month, so he will be well taken care of. BUT - nothing can really prepare K for being away from him every day after having spent EVERY day with him for the last 6+ weeks.
She actually got a taste of "being away" last night when she went to a dinner with some girlfriends. It was the first time she was not at home to put baby Luke to sleep. Although she was glad he was such a little angel (he went to bed promptly at 8:00 on the dot after a nice calm bath), she couldn't help but be a little hurt that things went so smoothly without Mommy's presence. I guess it was just her first lesson of many in learning to watch her baby grow, change, and learn not to need his mommy.
After all the angst and worry, the first day back at work was just fine. She actually only worked a half day today so she was there for a couple morning feedings and a nice walk around the neighborhood. She is still dreading next week though, when she has to start her month in the ICU and stay overnight at the hospital every 4th night...For now, she will just enjoy her time with baby Luke and give him as many kisses as possible when she is home.
O has the same onesie! Oh, Ina - it is so hard going to work but it will get easier. Just hug him lots while you're home and take some 'cry' breaks when you need them. Luke may do fine when you're not home but he still will always prefer Mommy
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